a sunday of hope...

... and that is the homily on my birthday... a sunday of hope...

I’ve looked at you With the focus I gave to my birthday candles I’ve wished on the lidded blue flames Under your brow And baby, I wished for you Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed And I wanna crawl in with you But I cry instead I want your warm, but it will only make Me colder when it's over ...

... i'm going to a nice place... a very very nice place...

it's ok to be away for a while...it's the time to be alone with yourself...to relive your lost dreams...and recover your old self... because sometimes,because of the the transiency of everyday living...we fail to realize how much we have changed... and how much we have become the person we dont want to be... yeah, the person we dont want to be.... and this is me... being one with the grass... and my minds takes off... and flies with the cold breeze...

would you catch me if i'm falling

Catch me if i'm falling

would you catch me

cause i'm falling down on you...

i just wanted to let go of my grasp from the pole... and let myself fall and hit the ground... because i know... no one's going to catch me when i fall again believe me .. no one...
i have lots of love to give but i guess no one was taking it then. i thought i was finding consolation in solitude but to be honest i think was only acquiring a veneer of bitterness...

the moinks lovers jen & annie, me, chine and ana banana

i laugh a lot... but my smiles' just a front... sheen and haze... rolling around the feild hahaha

i cant remember why im so happy...